Sarcasm Cracks Me Up.

B'day Musicians.

Hayley Williams.
my wife in my dreams :P
She turned Twenty-One yesterday.
Happy Birthday, Hayley.
Hope you had a blast with your family and friends.
Oh, and also not forgetting your sweetheart boyfriend, Chad Gilbert.

David Archuleta.
the oh-so-cute-charming-boy. (:
He turned Nineteen today.
Happy Birthday, David.
Have fun with your family and friends.

Back to my lifestyle.

Today was A-Okay day. I'll tell you.
Last morning slept at 4am and woke up at 7.45am.
When to school to submit my changing school from.
After, around 8.45am, I got my pasu. Took it in. Was good.
Went over to Joey's to drop a book.
Out to curve of Sherlock Holmes and Starbucks, my baby.
I'm so getting the Starbucks 2010 Planner.

I actually want to watch this movie again.
The sarcasm in the movie was fucking hilarious.
Whitney, Phly and I laughed our heads off.
Whitney was the bising person.
Followed by me. We talked so loud and argued who was who.
It was funny.
And while having lunch at a Norway restaurant, Whitney said I was sexist.
*based on the people who walked in the shop wearing all Black and they only speak to man who is their husband.*
Came home around 5pm something.

And thats why its A-Okay.

Today, is my Grandma's birthday. )':

We Only Have A Few Moments To Breathe Before We Head Back Into The Madness.

I think about the little things that make my life great.

I wouldn't change a thing about it.
And I really hope it will always stay in me.
I'll hold on to it.
It's the state of bliss I think I'm dreaming.
But, it's the happiness inside that i'm feeling.
It's so beautiful, it makes me wanna to cry.

Now, think back all your little things that makes your life great.

Like its said,

x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x

Spencer: I can't imagine what it would be like if we never became friends. It'd be totally different. Thank God we met.

Ashley: We were meant to be.

x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x

It's Too Confusing And Complicated And It Hurts Way Too Much.

All I know is when you find love even earth can feel like you're in heaven.
But, when a heart breaks, it don't breakeven.
Love can wonderful and at the same time love can tear you apart to pieces.
Because of love, some are still alive but some people are barely breathing.
And some people are left with no love.
People hate to say goodbye to love ones.

But, you make me feel insane even when I'm not thinking about you.
Its getting harder and harder to breath these days.
Maybe im waiting for the perfect time to start.
But, i know, its that its best to just let it roll.
You cut me down to size defenseless, Im defenseless.
Your words are bringing me,so deeply in debt.

Today, I need you to know, that I ...

It's All About Love... Actually.

The best storyline I loved the most was Sam.

Sam is played by Thomas Sangster.
Liam Neeson play as Daniel.
I fell in love with Liam Neeson's acting when I watched Taken.

The story goes like this ;
Sam is especially forlorn about something, eventually revealing that he is in love with an American girl from his school, also named Joanna, who he assumes does not know he exists. After seeing Billy Mack's new video in a store window, he comes up with a plan, based on the premise that "girls love musicians. Even the really weird ones get girlfriends." With Daniel's encouragement, Sam teaches himself to play the drums, eventually acting as top for Joanna's performance of "All I Want for Christmas Is You" at the aforementioned Nativity Festival. Unfortunately, Sam's drumming fails to secure Joanna's attention the way he had hoped. After the play, Daniel consoles Sam, who is also heartbroken over recent news of Joanna's return to the United States, and convinces him to go catch Joanna at the airport.

Sam and Daniel leave to find Joanna before she and her family board their flight to America. Once Daniel and Sam arrive, the attendant refuses to let Sam through. However, while the attendant is distracted by another passenger, the jewelry clerk Rufus, Daniel encourages him to go on without the attendant seeing and Sam is able to sneak through and race past the security checkpoint. With the gate staff distracted by Billy Mack's promised naked performance on TV monitors, Sam is able to reach Joanna and confess his love to her just as she is about to board the plane. He is brought back to his stepfather by security guards, but Joanna runs back to Sam to give him a kiss on the cheek.

A part from the movie.
Daniel and Sam.

Daniel : ...there isn't just one person for each of us.

Sam : There was for Kate and Leo.
*about Titanic*

Sam : There was for you.
*about his mum*

Sam : And there is for me.

Sam : She's the ONE.
*about Joanna*

Some other parts I liked was Keira Knightley and Andrew Lincoln.
Juliet was Keira Knightley.
Mark was Andrew Lincoln.



After that he leaves, Juliet runs after him and kisses him, before returning to Peter (Juliet's husband). Than, Mark tells himself, "Enough, enough now," perhaps acknowledging that he's found closure and can move on with his life. It was really sweet.

Next up was the Prime Minister played by Hugh Grant who stole my heart in Music and Lyrics.

Prime Minister : Whenever I get gloomy with the state of the world, I think about the arrivals gate at Heathrow Airport. General opinion's starting to make out that we live in a world of hatred and greed, but I don't see that. It seems to me that love is everywhere. Often, it's not particularly dignified or newsworthy, but it's always there - fathers and sons, mothers and daughters, husbands and wives, boyfriends, girlfriends, old friends. When the planes hit the Twin Towers, as far as I know, none of the phone calls from the people on board were messages of hate or revenge - they were all messages of love. If you look for it, I've got a sneaking suspicion... love actually is all around.

Overall the movie was nice.
The screenplay delves into different aspects of love as shown through ten separate stories involving a wide variety of individuals, many of whom are shown to be interlinked as their tales progress.
The best part is cast is composed predominantly of British actors.
Means, British accent throughout the whole bloody movie ;)

Hugh Grant!

Intelligently Screwed.

Today is crazy or maybe worst day of my week. sigh.

Not going to talk about it.
So, I'm done with South of Nowhere.
I like when Ashley Davies says Spencer Carlin, you're gay?
Its really cute whenever she says Spencer Carlin.
I was reading Yana's blog and I found a new Tv Show to watch.
SKINS!
Sexy name, aint it?

with sexy people in it (:

Paramore, The Veronicas and Cobra Starship . These three bands got me hooked to em' like how a junkie is with drugs. No drugs, junkie go crazy. No them, I go crazy because my real life is tragic. (wait, that doesn't make any sense but, hey! that's me)

:Paramore.
whoo-oa, whooo-oa!

Maybe if my heart stops beating it won't hurt this much
and never will I have to answer again to anyone...
Tonight I'll lie awake feeling empty.
Somethings I'll never know and I had to let them go..
I'm sitting all alone feeling empty

If you are Singaporean, catch them LIVE in Singapore. March 7 2010.

The Veronicas (:
twin sisters.

Everyday, I sit here waiting and just seems so long.
I don't know what to do cause there's nothing I can do.
Almost heading for a fall and now my mind is screaming out.
Louder I'm crying and you don't even care...

The Veronicas will start recording for the new record in Jan, 2010.
Cant wait for the next album (:
Check out their new song called Could've Been.


Cobra Starship.
fangs up, baby.

I've made a few mistakes but I don't hate you anymore.
I'm not playing this game no more.
Don't ask me questions, I won't explain it.
I can love you like a sailor and I can make you dance all night.
I always dreamed that I would be your favorite.

They are called Brighten.


Brighten - Merry Christmas Baby.

Oh winter, winter, couldn't come quicker.
hope she got the card that i sent her.
a free ticket to my doorstep, i'm a worried man, no i haven't slept.
I'm writing her and mr. santa claus, hoping he could maybe make some calls.
cuz shes outta this wolrd, bring her back to me, cuz its Christmas eve and this is where she needs to be.

Merry Christmas baby.
the only thing on my wish list maybe you can come back home to me and we can walk the streets and they can hear us sing, Merry Christmas darling look at us you can watch us fall in love again, cuz its the season for us to be together, us to be together again

together again

by the fire with some miseltoe. change quick into my Christmas robe, take a walk and we can watch the lights, im not cold when your by my side.
the sleigh bells on my roof keep me up all night but it doesnt mean a thing unless your here to sing it.
it just means santas here for Christmas

Merry Christmas baby.
the only thing on my wish list maybe you can come back home to me and we can walk the streets and they can hear us sing, Merry Christmas darling, look at us you can watch us fall in love again, cuz its the season for us to be together, us to be together again

weve got some time alone tonight.
its just us two.
you gotta be lonely sometimes and then the rest the years with you
weve got some time alone tonight.
its just us two.
you gotta be lonely sometimes then the rest the years with you.

everybody!

Merry Christmas baby.
the only thing on my wish list maybe you would come back home to me and we can walk the streets and they can hear us sing, Merry Christmas darling look at us you can watch us fall in love again, cuz its the season for us to be together, us to be together again

together again

p/s : I'm sick of all my friends.

thank you very much.

this is for you,

Everybody Has A Secret.

So, Christmas is over and so far, I only got one wish which came true. But, this wish wasn't in the list but I did wish for it to happen. My wish was for Mabel to come online during Christmas and she did. Woohoo. I thanked Santa the whole day but than I stopped thanking him when Joey said she wasn't able to go out today. And same goes to Brenda. Joey had to do shopping meanwhile Brenda has to go to her mum's friend's place. Big turn down. sigh. But its okay. I still got one wish true. Thanks Santa.

Yesterday, was a boring day.It didn't feel like Christmas at all. It felt like a normal long and boring day. Well, I did expect that cause I was at home. With mum and dad. These people don't know how to have fun on a wonderful day but yelling at each other and pulling me in. Some family I have.

Oh, yesterday, my mum scolded me because I didn't eat breakfast and she was scolding me about breakfast and than it automatically lead to my PMR results. And than she said the truth out of her mouth. She said " Do you know getting 5c is not a big deal, okay. I thought you were going to fail everything cause you hardly studied for the exams. At least you got A for english. I wont be surprise if you got all D's."

Now, tell me if you were a daughter to this women how will you feel? Imagine your own mother didn't have faith in you. Imagine you own mother saying these to you. Just freaking imagine how would you have felt. Now, my mum thinks filmmaking or photography is not for me. Now, she knows what the fuck I need. Or what I wanna be. As days pass by, she is really making me feel uncomfortable at home. Wait, I don't call this home. This is not family.

Sometimes, I wonder whats my brother life like. Out all night till morning. Sleep till in the afternoon. Has friends who always call him out. He doesn't care about what the fuck happens in the family. He does what he wants to do. I wont be surprise if I found out he had sex adi. That's just my brother. Sometimes he can really be awesome and caring but sometimes, he is a jerk. But still, I only count him as family. I just need to grow older to lepak with him. Heehee. Theres still time. :D Its funny how I use to say my brother sucks and he is such an asshole when I was young but now, I think he is really an awesome brother. Compare all the things he has done for me (which is not alot) I'm glad I can call him my brother. He is family.

This part goes out to you.

There's a place in your heart where nobody's been.Take me there. I wanna know everything about you and I wanna go down every road you've been. Where your hopes and dreams and wishes live where you keep the rest of your life hid. I wanna know the girl behind that pretty stare. What makes you who you are, tell me what your story is.


I coulda been like all the others is that what I'm supposed to do? I try to be sensative but I just wanna play. You're my daydream. You know that I've been thinking about you, lately. Everytime I look at you I can't explain what I feel but I feel insane and I can't get away from this feelings.


I don’t know how to feel. Let the words come easily to me cause I find it hard to breath. Why won’t you tell me what it is. Don’t say the words if you don’t mean it. Don’t wanna hear it out in the open. Just keep it inside if you don’t mean it, alright? It’s a game that I can play but do I just let you go?

Joy For Christ Is Born.

Christ is born!

25th December

“for God so loved the World that he gave his only begotten Son' John 3:16”