Never Silence Life.

Dark Paradise

2012-01-29T12:39:00.003+08:00

Your soul is haunting me and telling me that everything is fine but I wish I was dead. Every time I close my eyes it's like a dark paradise. No one compares to you. I'm scared that you won't be waiting on the other side.

Set Fire To The Rain

2012-01-28T10:55:00.002+08:00

But there's a side to you, that I never knew, never knew. All the things you'd say, they were never true, never true. And the games you play, you would always win, always win.

Like Crazy

2012-01-27T01:29:00.004+08:00

I don't feel like I'm part of your life. I feel like I'm on vacation. -Jacob (Anton Yelchin)

I just can't say how much I love this film 'cause I love it so darn much! So well done from the directing to the acting to everything, to the whole crew who made this film happen so beautifully and so real. I felt every ounce of emotion throughout this film. I'm so glad it turn out really good.

Why Bother

2012-01-26T18:39:00.000+08:00

And there's a price to pay for doing what I do, but I can't stop. I open up my heart like it's my job. I tell myself it's over, but it's not. I've got a running list of all the times I tried to break my fall. And all the times I wished that you would call. And all the times I wished for you at all.

One Foot

2012-01-26T11:44:00.002+08:00

I'll put one foot in front of the other one. I don't need a new love, or a new life. Just a better place to die.

So Contagious

2012-01-26T03:23:00.001+08:00

Could this be out of line? To say you're the only one breaking me down like this. You're the only one I would take a shot on.

Somebody That I Used to Know

2012-01-25T22:24:00.000+08:00

You can get addicted to a certain kind of sadness. But you didn't have to cut me off, make out like it never happened and that we were nothing. And I don't even need your love but you treat me like a stranger and that feels so rough.

Fireworks

2012-01-24T23:05:00.002+08:00

I don't know who I am when you're running circles in my head. I don't know just who you are when you're sleeping in someone else's bed.

Apologize

2012-01-22T21:57:00.001+08:00

I'd take another chance, take a fall, take a shot for you. I need you like a heart needs a beat, but it's nothin' new. I loved you with a fire red, now it's turnin' blue. And you say sorry, like an angel.

Frozen Feet.

2012-01-21T06:51:00.003+08:00

I wanted to remind her that I love her cause I have a feeling that she has forgotten about me and how much I love her. I thought about it before I made the call. But at the end of the day, I didn't make the call cause I got scared of finding out that what if she has forgotten about me. I knew I couldn't deal with that, so, I continued listening to Paolo Nutini.

Innocence

2012-01-10T17:22:00.002+08:00

And forget happiness, I'm fine
I'll forget everything in time
I swear I didn't know,
You know me, how I can't let go
And we're not gods, we're just hacks
All that life amongst the cracks
The scars, the siege that breaks
The ugliest scene, the worst mistakes
And everywhere I see her face
Such a beautiful child, such an awful waste
And there's no innocence like hers
Just emptiness and nerves

And I tear, I tear, so hard
And I beg and scream, "I was wrong"
It's over, she's gone.

Henry The Fictional Character

2012-01-06T11:22:00.000+08:00

I cried like a baby when Henry the fictional character died on Gery’s and I don’t do that at all while watching any TV show, not even One Tree Hill because I know everything I was seeing was fiction, it was never real and never will be real but in this episode I broke down and I cried to my mother who thought I was being absurd. I couldn’t believe what was I was doing because when the moment I know he was going to died I felt so broken. I felt they killed something fictionally beautiful, something I was falling in love with that wasn’t real but I was loving every bit of it. Henry’s character may be just an ordirany character for many but to me, I felt, he was the different, he maybe just a jumble of words put in together for few episode to make a story for a short while but it was the best part for me. I cant say why I was obsessed over him, maybe its just something about the kindness, maybe the smile, maybe the way Henry is the kinda person who can handle the pain on his own but couldn’t bring himself to hurt a single soul. Everything about Henry, I loved. Then again, its all fiction nothing but the fiction.But Henry the character thought me this through out all the episode he has been in, I have to be patience no matter what. Bad things happens all the time but you don’t let them get you down. I have to fight for some things when I know I should. I have to believe in myself first in order to believe in things I want to become in the future. Be kind to others. Smile. Make jokes,even if you’re having a bad day. Make people laugh. Have hope, all the time. Don’t give up on dreams. Learn to let go. Learn to fall in love. My all time fav, be simple.

AND HE WAS ONLY A FICTION!

1983

2011-12-19T09:11:00.002+08:00

And it ain't so pretty when you're playin' cute
When your body's up against some fool.

Here I Sit

2011-12-18T23:08:00.001+08:00

I think that you know, I don't want to want you!

All that I need is a better day.

I want you to know too you can leave me dry,
Can't you leave me tonight!

Trying Isn't Awful.

2011-12-08T00:31:00.001+08:00

It wont hurt to ask, bro. It just wont. If its a NO, you just gotta move on to the next good thing. If its a YES, make the best out of it. Very seconds counts for something.

53th

2011-11-14T20:23:00.001+08:00

I know how tough this year has been for you,ma. But, this year was also the year I saw the stronger version of you for first time. I do apologize for all the problem I have caused. I am sorry, ma. You know, I will always love you no matter how mad I get with you.

And I also appreciate how understanding you have been with me throughout this year even though you hate the way I am. I am sorry that I can be your perfect daughter. And I’m sorry that I have not been honest with you.

Thank you for everything, ma. I love you and you are the most amazing mother in the world. Happy Birthday, Ma! :D

I MISSED THIS PLACE SO MUCH!

2011-10-13T22:46:00.002+08:00

I cannot go to the ocean

I cannot drive the streets at night

I cannot wake up in the morning

Without you on my mind

So you're gone and I'm haunted

And I bet you are just fine

Did I make it that easy

To walk right in and out of my life?

-Fine Frenzy

And I feel a weakness coming on

It never felt so good to be so wrong

Had my heart on lockdown

And then you turned me around

And I'm feeling like a newborn child

Every time I get a chance to see you smile

It's not complicated

I was so jaded

-Boys Like Girls

I know, love, (I'm a sucker for that feeling.)

Happens all the time, love, (I always end up feelin' cheated.)

You're on my mind, love, (or so that matter when I need it.)

It happens all the time- love, yeah

-Rocket To The Moon

She's the only one I have my eyes on.

Two kids, one love.

Who cares if we make it up.

Her voice is sweet sound.

Our clothes lay on the ground.

-The Maine

In the morning when I wake

And the sun is coming through,

Oh, you fill my lungs with sweetness,

And you fill my head with you.

Can I be close to you?

-The Paper Kites

My knees feel weak and I fell too fast

The tide is high but we swam in too deep

To catch your breath you tear me apart piece by piece

You can take away all this mess

And I could never think anything less of you

‘Cos you break me

You numb me

You still seem to stun me

This pain has outrun me

You are all I have left

-Ed Sheeran

Blood of my blood,

Dripping with love

I bring you a thing

You need most

Silent between

Supplies and machines

I hang in the corners like a ghost

You know I live to be seen through

No better way that i can see

To spend all the time

While you're asleep

When holding your hands

Inside of mine, mmmm

I wanna be here and nowhere else

Rationing off bits of myself

So i can crumble at your side

Sleep like the dead

Through the noise in your head

While monitors click

And whirr and glow

I'm with you all day

And i still would stay

Tomorrow and onward

Just this close

You know i live to keep you safe, oh

-Jenny Owen Youngs

It started with your hips,

So I moved up to your lips.

To take a chance,

Ask for a dance.

Cause you're the, cutest thing on this side of the world.

We call our homes,

Yet I feel so all alone.

Half of the time,

We gotta live with what we got,

And I got nothing.

So agree to take my hand,

So we can conjour up with something rad.

If you, could, move on with your life,

Just like you do.

Just like you shoo be do do do.

And you could make everything alright,

And I want you too.

Because ever since the first dance all I thought about,

Was loving on you.

-NeverShoutNever

You're just a daydream away,

I wouldn't know what to say if I had you.

And I'll keep you a daydream away,

Just watch from a safe place,

So I never have to lose...

-All Time Low

What Am I Again?

2011-04-05T23:50:00.001+08:00

NIRVANA!

2011-04-03T21:33:00.001+08:00

Grey's Anatomy Music Event.

2011-04-02T00:08:00.002+08:00

the happy sappy song! (:

The Things We Do..(Seems So Silly Now)

2011-03-30T06:44:00.003+08:00

Sexy is good enough.

2011-03-29T21:49:00.001+08:00

I Rather Lay Dead Here, Right Now.

2011-03-27T03:08:00.002+08:00

The Story of Stuff.

2011-03-26T02:08:00.000+08:00

Its nothing to do with music.

Enjoy!

2011-03-24T23:31:00.001+08:00

Lil Wayne's Statement Was My Fav.

2011-03-19T13:29:00.002+08:00

I'm pretty sure you guys have watched this.

Man fuck these bitch ass niggas, how y'all doin'?

I'm Lil Tunechi, I'm a nuisance, I go stupid, I go dumb like the 3 stooges

I don't eat sushi, I'm the shit, no I'm pollution, no substitution

Got a bitch that play in movies in my Jacuzzi, pussy juicy

I never gave a fuck about a hater, got money on my radar

Dress like a skater, got a big house, came with an elevator

You niggas ain't eatin', fuck it, tell a waiter

Marley said, "Shoot 'em", and I said, "Okay"

If you wanted bullshit then I'm like olay

I don't care what you say, so don't even speak

Your girlfriend a freak like Cirque Du Soleil

That's word to my flag, and my flag red

I'm out of my head, bitch I'm outta my mind, from the bottom I climb

You ain't hotter than mine, nope, not on my time and I'm not even trying

What's poppin' Slime? Nothin' five, and if they trippin' fuck 'em five

I ain't got no time to shuck and jive, these niggas as sweet as pumpkin pie

Ciroc and sprite on a private flight, bitch I'm enticing

Guiding light, and my pockets white, and my diamonds white

And my mommas nice and my daddy's dead

You faggots scared 'cause I'm too wild, been here for a while

I was like fuck trial I put it down

I'm so Young Money, if you got eyes look at me now, bitch

Random Moment.

2011-03-11T10:31:00.003+08:00

I was at Starbucks the other day, having coffee with my friend and the table next to me was two girls. Yea, they are a couple and I think they were arguing over something and one of them started singing this song and the other girl just smiled and said, "aw, baby, I'm sorry. I love you."

Thats the most sweetest thing I have ever seen in my life. I know I sound like a creeper creeping on other people's conversation, but what can I say, I couldn't help myself. Sue me for that. :P

What Am I Doing?

2011-03-11T00:00:00.001+08:00

Back to Back?

2011-03-09T20:23:00.002+08:00

The Vaccines

2011-03-09T18:15:00.001+08:00

These Times Are Hard.

2011-03-08T20:24:00.001+08:00

Shes So PRETTY! 8D

2011-03-07T22:56:00.001+08:00

Smile.

2011-03-06T22:33:00.000+08:00

Nothing like dancing to Daft Punk.

If you love me then testify.

2011-03-06T16:03:00.001+08:00

Give me a smile

'fore you leave

Tell me to get my shit together

Whatever you want

Whatever you need

Whatever makes you feel better

Or tell me I'm a criminal heart

It's out of control

Hurting everybody

I've ever known

I'm so messed up

And I'm so alone

Waiting for somebody to take me home

I never really loved you

But I played the part

I'm a criminal heart

You know where I've been

You know what I've done

You can smell it on my breath

I stole a kiss

And I went numb

From my veins up to head

If I'm guilty

Then I'll do my time

If I'm wroth this

I'll pay the price

If you love me

Then testify

And don't tell 'em I'm a criminal heart

It's out of control

Hurting everybody

I've ever known

I'm so messed up

And I'm so alone

Waiting for a stranger to save my soul

I never really loved you

But I played the part

I'm a criminal heart

A criminal heart

Give me a smile

'fore you leave

Tell me to get my shit together

Beautiful. Tegan and Sara are in it. ;)

2011-03-05T12:25:00.000+08:00

DeVotchKa.

2011-03-03T20:42:00.002+08:00

I Did Not Say.

2011-03-03T19:26:00.001+08:00

Pretty Cool Stuff.

2011-03-03T16:59:00.002+08:00

This man is amazing. His speech was so powerful and I was like, theres the man for future changes. :)

Enjoy This. :)

2011-03-01T18:51:00.000+08:00

To Celebrate Beginning Of March.

2011-03-01T00:19:00.002+08:00

Degausser.

2011-02-28T23:37:00.000+08:00

Goodbye to sleep

I think this staying up is exactly what I need

Well, take apart your mend

Take apart the counting and the flock it has bred

Goodbye to love

well, it's alright; I will push you up

Right against the wall

Take apart your head

Right against the wall

Chew it up, and swallow it

You're brought back, but you're running

I fell asleep in the alkaline

I can't shake this little feeling

I'll never get anything right

Goodbye, you liar

Well, you sipped from the cup

But you don't own up to anything

Then you think you will inspire

Well, take apart your head

And I wish I could inspire

Well, take apart the demon in the attic to the left

Goodbye, my love

You're brought back, but you're running

I'm left asleep in the alkaline

I can't shake this tiny feeling

I'll never say anything right

I'm on my own

I'll never say anything right

I'm on my own

I'll never say anything right

I'm on my own

I'll never say anything right

I'm on my own

Well, take me - take me back to your bed

I love you so much that it hurts my head

Say, "I don't mind you under my skin"

I'll let the bad parts in - the bad parts in

Well, when we were made, we were set apart

Well, life is a test, and I get bad marks

Now some saint got the job of writin' down my sins

The storm is comin' - the storm is coming in

You're brought back, but you're runnin'

I fell asleep in the alkaline

I can't shake this little feeling

I never did anything right

I'm on my own

I never did anything right

I'm on my own

Take me - take me back to your bed

I love you so much that it hurts my head

I don't mind you under my skin

I'll let the bad parts in - the bad parts in

Well, you're my favourite bird, and when you sing

I really do wish that you wear my ring

No matter what they say, I'm still the king

Now the storm is coming - the storm is coming in

But, Honestly...

2011-02-28T23:08:00.003+08:00

Where are you off to with that head of yours?

Is there somewhere you should be?

Was it something that I said the time I held you down

and told you it's not you it's only me?

Maybe

Don't take what I don't need

(Give me back my peace of mind)

Don't say what I don't need

(Give my back my precious time)

No way you'll silence me

You'll see

What you up to now your mirror's gone?

Is there someone you should be?

Did you think I was just fooling 'round with you?

But honestly

Don't take what I don't need

(Give me back my peace of mind)

Don't say what I don't need

(Give me back my precious time)

No way you'll silence me

(Give me back my peace and quiet)

Nowhere to hide from me

You'll see

And tonight I thank the stars

As I count my lucky scars

For everything you've given me

And all the wants I gave to you

Something borrowed, something blue

If you want them back

I'll give it to you

Give it to you [15x]

I don't want one thing that I gave to you. [8x]

One Last Century.

2011-02-27T14:31:00.001+08:00

Everybody wants to be on your side

Come along for the ride if you want to baby

Everybody wants to be on your mind 'cause you're one of a kind

Aren't you baby

Don't tell me like it is

Just how it could be

Like I want

Not how it would be

Don't tell me like it is

Like it is

December never waits for your arms to hold

All the things've grown cold in the mirror baby

So come and lead me on

I'm your face to hold or replace

I'm sold if you want me baby

Don't tell me like it is

Just how it could be

Like I want

Not how it would be

Don't tell me like it is

Like it is baby

Like it is

Don't tell me like it is

Just how it could be

Like I want

Not how it would be

Don't tell me like it is

Like it is baby

Like it is

Did You Ever Dream of Having Me For The Rest of Your Life?

2011-02-26T12:23:00.005+08:00

I KNOW ITS HAPPENING, IM AWARE OF THAT.

Is There Someone Else?

2011-02-26T07:58:00.001+08:00

You know you can't give me what I need.

And even though you mean so much to me,

I ~~can't~~ CAN wait through everything,

Is this really happening?

I swear I'll never be happy again.

And don't you dare say we can just be friends.

I'm not some boy that you can sway.

Alpha Kenny Body. NOT!

2011-02-25T21:28:00.000+08:00

For a second there i thought you disappeared

It rains a lot this time of year

And we both go together if one falls down

I talk out loud like you're still around

And i miss you (ooooh…)

I’m goin back home to the west coast

I wish you woulda put yourself in my suitcase

I love you

Standin all alone in a black coat

I miss you

I'm goin back home to the west coast

And if you shake her heart enough she will appear

Tonight i think i'll be stayin here

And you never did like this town

I talk out loud like you're still around

And i miss you (ooooh…)

I'm goin back home to the west coast

I wish you woulda put yourself in my suitcase

I love you

Standin all alone in a black coat

I miss you

I'm goin back home to the west coast

Come on everybody

So pack up the bags to beat back the clock

Do i let her sleep or should i wake her up

You said

We both go together if one falls down

Yeah right, heh

I talk out loud like you’re still around

And i miss you (ooooh…)

I m goin back home to the west coast

I wish you woulda put yourself in my suitcase

I love you

Standin all alone in a black coat

I miss you

I'm goin back home to the west coast

Uh Huh ;)

2011-02-25T20:43:00.001+08:00

Hey

Don’t talk to me that way

I don’t ever want to hear you say

Anything

Cause you’ve been nighttiming baby

It’s starting to show

Cause you’ve been nighttiming baby

It’s out of control

Yeah you’ve been nighttiming baby

And you ought to get home

Yeah you’ve been nighttiming baby

Uh huh

Hey

You look different how do I explain

This whole evening just felt so strange

I guess I guess things have changed

Alright

Cause you’ve been nighttiming brother

It’s starting to show

You’ve got your pleasures all around you

They’re all in a row

You’ve been nighttiming brother

Yeah you know how it goes

You’ve been nighttiming brother

Uh huh

(huh uh uh uh

Huh uh uh uh)

Call you up

Every night

Telephone

Wow

You’re singing there

Every night

With the microphone

Favorite place

Fall asleep

Next to you

I wait at home

Patiently

Don’t be late

Alright

Hey

Don’t look at me that way

Like I’m the one who’s not the same

Am I completely cracking up again

Alright

I hear you’re nighttiming baby

Yeah just let it go

Yeah you’ve been nighttiming baby

Uh huh out on the floor

Yeah you’ve been nighttiming baby

Everyone knows

They say you’re nighttiming baby

Uh huh

I hear you’re nighttiming baby

Yeah just let it go

Yeah you’ve been nighttiming baby

Uh huh out on the floor

Yeah you’ve been nighttiming baby

Everyone knows

They say you’re nighttiming baby

Uh huh

I hear you’re nighttiming baby

Yeah just let it go

Yeah you’ve been nighttiming baby

Uh huh out on the floor

Yeah you’ve been nighttiming baby

Everyone knows

They say you’re nighttiming baby

Uh huh

Was I Your Past Time?

2011-02-25T19:55:00.000+08:00

I can hear the soft breathing of the girl that I love

As she lies here beside me, asleep with the night

And her hair in a fine mist floats on my pillow

Reflecting the glow of the winter moonlight

But I've got to creep down the alley way

Fly down the highway

Before they come to catch me I'll be gone

Somewhere they can't find me

Oh baby, you don't know what I've done

I've committed a crime, I've broken the law

While you were here sleeping and just dreaming of me

I held up and robbed a liquor store

But I've got to creep down the alley way

Fly down the highway

Before they come to catch me I'll be gone

Somewhere they can't find me

Oh my life seems unreal, my crime an illusion

A scene badly written in which I must play

And though it puts me uptight to leave you

I know it's not right to leave you

The morning is just a few hours away

But I've got to creep down the alley way

Fly down the highway

Before they come to catch me I'll be gone

Somewhere they can't find me

Creep Cover.

2011-02-25T15:36:00.001+08:00

When you were here before

Couldn’t look you in the eye

You’re just like an angel,

Your skin makes me cry

You float like a feather

In a beautiful world

You think you're so special

I wish that I was special

But I’m not a creep

No I’m not a weirdo

What the hell am I doing here?

No, I don’t belong here

And I don’t care if it hurts

'Cos I wanna have control

Oh, I want a perfect body

And I want a perfect soul

I want you to notice

When I’m not around, not, not around

You think you're so special

I wish that I was special

But I’m not a creep

No, I’m not a weirdo

Oh, what the hell am I doing here?

No, no I don’t belong here

Whatever makes you happy

Whatever you want

You think you’re so special

Well, I wish that I was special

'Cos I’m not a creep

And I’m not a weirdo

Tell me, what the hell am I doing here?

No, no, I don’t belong here

I don’t belong here

-

2011-02-22T21:51:00.003+08:00

And I'm waiting for the day

I know you've got your part

And I'm waiting for the day

I know you'll have the heart

And I'm hoping that you'll say

That you loved me all this time

But it turns out just the same

And you break apart the things I had

Hold on, what did you say that for?

Hold on, what do you take me for?

And I'm waiting for the day

Inside my mother's clothing store

And I'm waiting for the day

What am I waiting for?

Hold on, what did you say that for?

Hold on, what do you take me for?

Hold on, what did you say that for?

Fastback 2+2.

2011-02-21T22:33:00.005+08:00

L.I.F.E.G.O.E.S.O.N.

What you don't have now will come back again

You've got heart and you go in your own way

On my last night on earth, I won't look to the sky

Just breathe in the air and blink in the light

On my last night on earth, I'll pay a high price

To have no regrets and be done with my life

My heart is playing tricks on me

And it’s building bricks on me

I can’t break through

And I can’t face you

My world is turning slowly now

But it’s burning up somehow

I need some time

To know what’s right

‘Cause it’s only in the quiet that I feel some relief

I’m trying hard not to resist the joy

Don’t listen to me I’m being paranoid

I might try hard but it’s too hard to avoid

My heart skips a beat

My heart is always first to know

And as the feeling grows

I can’t deny push those thoughts aside

My world is full of loveliness

But I focus on the stress

My heart says “Go” but my brain says “No”

And it’s only in the quiet that I hear myself breathe

Oh I know this time ’cause it’s physical

My blood has stopped and I am breathless as well

But I need a minute to convince myself

‘Cause it’s only in the quiet that I know what to feel

My heart skips a beat

Don't don't you want me?

I know you don't believe it when I hear that you won't see me

Don't don't you want me?

I know I can't believe you when I hear that you don't need me

It's much too late to find

You think you've changed your mind

You'd better change it back or we will both be sorry

Don't you want me baby? Don't you want me oh

I was working as a waiter in a topless bar

That much is true

But even then I knew I'd find a much better place

Either with or without you

The five years we have had have been such good times

I still love you

But now I think it's time I lived my life on my own

I guess it's just what I must do

When I first met you

I was yet to cut my teeth

Well I just wasn't aware

That you were more walked than these streets

And I couldn't tell

To tell the truth, I was naive

That you don't say what you mean

You ain't no sweet sixteen

Just a veteran of this scene

I'm calling you out, calling you out

You ain't no sweet sixteen

Hard to think that I believed

And I'm done with you now, done with you now

It was about the time that the smoke came out of mounds

Well after I could tell that we were heading south

You had no problem lighting that match in my head

But now I have been burnt

It's too late for a sweet sixteen

So I'm calling you out

It's too late for a sweet sixteen

So I'm done with you now

ENDING THIS POST WITH A SICK TALENTED GUY!

-

2011-02-21T22:28:00.002+08:00

A coma might feel better than this,

attempting to discover where to begin.

You're weighed down, you're full of something.

Of sickness, and desertion.

You're weighed down, you're full of something,

you're underneath it all.

So say goodbye to love,

and hold your head up high.

There's no need to rush

we're all just waiting, waiting to die.

Hoping a better place is all I need,

with moments of innocence and mystery.

Oh, it's the little things you miss.

Like waking up all alone.

Oh, it's the little things you miss,

when you're underneath it all.

All your friends seem like enemies

when you're broken down and empty.

All your friends seem like enemies

when you're broken down and empty.

So say goodbye to love,

and hold your head up high.

There's no need to rush

we're all just waiting, waiting to die.

A Dream That Never Started.

2011-02-21T20:26:00.002+08:00

I had sworn to myself that I'm content with loneliness because none of it was ever worth the risk but you are and always will be my one and only exception. I love you, even if you dont. I think I will be able to live with that. :)

a kid with a head full of doubt.

2011-02-21T15:52:00.001+08:00

There’s a darkness upon me that’s flooded in light

In the fine print they tell me what’s wrong and what’s right

And it comes in black and it comes in white

And I’m frightened by those that don’t see it

When nothing is owed or deserved or expected

And your life doesn’t change by the man that’s elected

If you’re loved by someone, you’re never rejected

Decide what to be and go be it

There was a dream and one day I could see it

Like a bird in a cage I broke in and demanded that somebody free it

And there was a kid with a head full of doubt

So I’ll scream til I die and the last of those bad thoughts are finally out

There was a dream and one day I could see it

Like a bird in a cage I broke in and demanded that somebody free it

And there was a kid with a head full of doubt

So I’ll scream til I die and the last of those bad thoughts are finally out

I Need To Sleep Again.

2011-02-20T18:51:00.002+08:00

We're undercover, over it.

So get down low, savour it.

This will be the last spree for the crime.

So take your time.

Pretend your mine.

You could be my Seth Cohen.

I could be your Lorelai.

We'd live under the sun and talk so fast

And how we'd laugh.

We would outlast.

But I can't fight back even in my dreams.

My fortitude is nothing like it seems.

At night they come and I just let them in.

I never win. I never win.

As it stands you tip your hat.

I walk past and curtsy back

No one who knows us both would ever guess

What could be next.

We are relentless...

And you could be my Seth Cohen

I could be your Lorelai

Someday soon these two fantasies could meet

The rust of conceit

Would taste sooo sweet.

But I can't fight back even in my dreams

Your valour's short and useless like a scream.

At nigh they come and take your face away

You never stay, you never stay...

The hope is fading from my lips

When I kiss you with goodbye

Now when you let go of our last embrace

Please don't look me in the eye

Secret's out, that I just might care about you

You broke me, you're leaving

There's nothing I can do

I'll find a way to close the door

I want to say so much more but

I found you once, you're lost again

Two thousand miles took what could have been

I don't want to

Won't let myself

I have to realize

This might be

This could be

This is goodbye

The smile fate was wearing, slowly die

Minutes turn to months

Silence of the phone just mocks my cry

When I see that you've moved on

Secret's out that I did care about you

You broke me, you left me

There was nothing I could do

Do I ever cross your mind?

Cause you're on mine all the time

I can't believe how unfair life is sometimes

The hope is fading from my lips

Back to Earth.

2011-02-19T16:20:00.001+08:00

AND

Maybe I Only See What I Want.

2011-02-18T18:01:00.001+08:00

everyone's around, no words are coming out,

and i can't find my breath

can we just say the rest with no sound.

and i know this isn't enough, i still don't measure up.

i know i'm not prepared;

sorry is never there when you need it.

and i do want you to know

i'll hold you up above everyone

and i do want you to know

i think you'd be good to me and i'd be so good to you,

i would.

i thought i saw a sign somewhere between the lines

but maybe it's me, maybe i only see what i want.

i still have your letter,

just got caught between someone i just invented,

who i really am and who i've become

i'd be good to you,

i'd be so good to you.

Im Loving You Everyday.

2011-02-17T23:41:00.003+08:00

Lost in the day, in a way, it's same as the one before this,

And I wish I could say that's it's all black and white

But it's grey, it's the same, it's the same and I'm so tired

But you are what I'm coming home to

Oh and I'm thinking about a red wine buzz and takin' it easy, and I got you in my arms, takin' a break from crazy

And I'll say hey, you'll say baby, how's ur day, I'll say crazy, but it's all gonna be alright

You'll kiss my smile, I'll pull you closer, spend a while just getting to know ya, but it's gonna be all alright

I'm loving you tonight

Loving you tonight

And you are there on my heart, at the start, of my every morning and I,

Can't deny, by the end of the day that I'm running on empty but

You make me full, steal my breath, you're so unpredictable

That's what I'm coming home to

Oh I'm dreaming about a romance, slow dancing with you, when I got you in arms, I don't care what we do

Every day is just the in-between, the hours separating you from me I know you'll be waiting, I know that you'll be waiting...

And I'll say hey, you'll say baby, how's ur day, I'll say crazy, but it's all gonna be alright

You'll kiss my smile, I'll pull you closer, spend a while just getting to know ya, but it's gonna be all alright

I'm loving you tonight

Loving you tonight

Hi-Def.

2011-02-17T21:46:00.001+08:00

Joshua Radin, if I had you everyday next to me, my life would be a bit more happier. :)

Straight Up!

2011-02-17T21:33:00.001+08:00

Suckin' on my titties like you wanted me,

Callin me, all the time like blondie

Check out my chrissy behind

It's fine all of the time

Like sex on the beaches,

What else is in the teaches of peaches? huh? what?

Suckin' on my titties like you wanted me,

Callin me, all the time like blondie

Check out my chrissy behind

It's fine all of the time

What else is in the teaches of peaches?

Like sex on the beaches. huh? what?

huh? right. what? uhh.

huh? what? right. uhh.

SIS IUD, stay in school coz it's the best.

IUD SIS, stay in school coz it's the best.

Suckin' on my titties like you wanted me,

Callin me, all the time like blondie

Check out my chrissy behind

It's fine all of the time.

What else is in the teaches of peaches?

Like sex on the beaches. huh? what?

Fuck the pain away. Fuck the pain away.

huh? what? right. uhh. huh? what? right. uhh.

What else in the teaches of peaches, like sex on the beaches.

huh? what? right. uhh.

Fuck the pain away. Fuck the pain away.

I know that I'm tempting fate.

2011-02-16T18:00:00.000+08:00

So it goes without saying that I'm hooked on you

And by now I'm out of my mind with this self-abuse

I guess should have looked out for myself

I guess that I could of found someone else

But I never met anyone who's loving made me so damn crazy

Every little thing that you do

Every single word you say

Every time you looking away

You got me begging for more of you, more of you

Every time I'm ready to go

Every time I think I'm back in control

Something gets a hold of my soul

And I be begging for more of you, more of you

You're a door I can't close when I'm running late

When I see you I know that I'm tempting fate

I guess that I should move on with my life

Cause the state that I'm in is just not right

But I never met anyone who's loving made me so damn crazy

Now I don't know where to go

Should I put an end to this show

But it's out of my hand (out of my hand)

Cause I'm at your command (at your command)

So what else can I do but get some more of you

Tryyyyyyyyyyyyyyy...Oh, Look How Bright You Shine, My Love!

2011-02-16T17:50:00.003+08:00

Solve me and all my problems.

You call me. Late nights in Harlem

The street speaks like it's a starlit ghost.

And always you're throwing glances my way.

You look at me like you could save me.

You could, you know.

Oh, look how you shine.

And I know I could love you if we tried.

I've been saving up for this moment.

I spent too long in my own head,

And now I'm breaking through.

Always, I find I'm ending up sideways.

It's two steps forward and one away

To get to you.

We left the dust to settle

Anywhere it wants to fall

Making patterns on the window

Leaving Marks upon the wall.

We spent our time in silence,

But there's something you should know

That I would hold you like the wind,

And I would catch you like the snow.

It's Just My Patience That Keeps Me Alive

2011-02-16T17:40:00.001+08:00

Devil Stick? Say Whaaat? :O

2011-02-16T16:21:00.002+08:00

This is a perfect night to me

Just you & I snugglin' in front of the TV

Just hanging out with our PJs on

Watching "Law & Order: SVU" all night long

Do you feel it beating?

Do you hear what it's saying to you?

'Cause mine is fleeting

and I think I'm falling

Oh Oh Oh

This could be L-O-V-E

Oh Oh Oh

This is what I dreamed it would be

You got my heart on a leash

and I just cannot speak

I won't go anywhere

just handle with care

My heart

Please don't break it

No, please don't break it

There's no place I'd rather be

than to be with you underneath these sheets

Oh, to feel like this

No it can't be wrong

There's no place I'd rather be

than to be with you right in front of me

With our lips locked

Our eyes closed shut

and no one else but us

Every Song I Sing, I Sing For YOU!

2011-02-16T16:04:00.002+08:00

All my bags are packed

I'm ready to go

I'm standing here outside your door

I hate to wake you up to say goodbye

But the dawn is breakin'

This early mornin'

The taxi's waitin'

He's blowin' his horn

Already I'm so lonesome I could cry

So kiss me and smile for me

Tell me that you'll wait for me

Hold me like you'll never let me go

Cause I'm leaving on a jet plane

Don't know when I'll be back again

Oh babe I hate to go

I...

There's so many times I've let you down

So many times I've played around

I tell you now

They don't mean a thing

Every place I go, I think of you

Every song I sing, I sing for you

When I come back

I'll wear your wedding ring

So kiss me and smile for me

Tell me that you'll wait for me

Hold me like you'll never let me go

Cause I'm leaving on a jet plane

Don't know when I'll be back again

Oh babe I hate to go

Now the time has come to leave you

One more time

Let me kiss you

Close your eyes

I'll be on my way

Dream about the days to come

When I won't have to leave alone

About the time when I don't have to say...

Oh, kiss me and smile for me

Tell me that you'll wait for me

Hold me like you'll never let me go

Cause I'm leaving on a jet plane

Don't know when I'll be back again

Oh babe I hate to go

I'm leaving on a jet plane

Don't know when I'll be back again

Oh babe I hate to go

I'm leaving on a jet plane

leaving on a jet plane

I... leaving on a jet plane

Sigh. Yawn. I'm Just...

2011-02-15T23:20:00.002+08:00

Where do I begin?

Should I tell you

How bad I need you now

You're underneath my skin

But I'm confused

My head is spinning all around

I waited so long

I need to know, darling

What is on your mind

Normally I try to run

And I might even want to hide

Cause I never knew what I wanted

Til I looked into your eyes

So am I in this alone?

What I'm looking for is a sign

That you feel how I feel for you

Baby please don't let me go

No, please don't let me go

Baby no, no, no, no

Badabadeebaba

What else can I say? (Can I say)

My heart is beating double time, yeah

And do you feel the same? (Do you feel the same)

Don't leave me in the dark, no

But baby don't put out this spark, no

I waited so long

I need to know, darling

What is on your mind

Normally I try to run

And I might even want to hide

Cause I never knew what I wanted

Til I looked into your eyes

So am I in this alone?

What I'm looking for is a sign

That you feel how I feel for you

Baby please don't let me go

No, please don't let me go

Baby no, no, no, no

Caught in the inquisition

Under these conditions

I need a definition

Is it love that we're sharing

Show me that you're caring

You see my fascination

Tell me I'm not mistaken

Give me the information I need

1, 2, 3

Normally I try to run

And I might even want to hide

Cause I never knew what I wanted

Til I looked into your eyes

So am I in this alone?

What I'm looking for is a sign

That you feel how I feel for you

Baby please don't let me go (Don't let me go)

Baby please don't let me go (Please don't let me go)

Baby please don't let me go (Don't let me go)

No, please don't let me go

Baby no, no, no, no

The Trumpet!

2011-02-15T16:49:00.002+08:00

L is for the way you look at me

O is for the only one I see

V is very, very extraordinary

E is even more than anyone that you adore and

Love is all that I can give to you

Love is more than just a game for two

Two in love can make it

Take my heart and please don't break it

Love was made for me and you

L is for the way you look at me

O is for the only one I see

V is very, very extraordinary

E is even more than anyone that you adore

Love is all that I can give to you

Love is more than just a game for two

Two in love can make it

Take my heart and please don't break it

Love was made for me and you

For You.

2011-02-15T14:16:00.003+08:00

Alabama, Arkansas, I do love my Ma & Pa

Not the way that I do love you

Holy roly, me, oh my, you’re the apple of my eye

Girl, I’ve never loved one like you

Man, oh man, you’re my best friend, I scream it to the nothingness

There ain’t nothin’ that I need

Well, hot & heavy, pumpkin pie, chocolate candy, Jesus Christ

There ain’t nothin’ please me more than you

Chorus:

Ahh, Home

Let me come Home

Home is wherever I’m with you

(2x)

La la la la, take me Home

Baby, I’m coming Home

I’ll follow you into the park, through the jungle, through the dark

Girl, I’ve never loved one like you

Moats & boats & waterfalls, alley ways & pay phone calls

I’ve been everywhere with you

That’s true

We laugh until we think we’ll die, barefoot on a summer night

Nothin’ new is sweeter than with you

And in the sticks we’re running free like it’s only you and me

Geez, you’re something to see.

“Jade?”

“Alexander?”

“Do you remember that day you fell out of my window?”

“I sure do, you came jumping out after me.”

“Well, you fell on the concrete and nearly broke your ass and you were bleeding all over the place and I rushed you off to the hospital. Do you remember that?”

“Yes, I do.”

“Well, there’s something I never told you about that night.”

“What didn’t you tell me?”

“While you were sitting in the backseat smoking a cigarette you thought was going to be your last, I was falling deep, deeply in love with you and I never told you ‘til just now.”

“Now I know.”

Ahh, Home

Let me come Home

Home is whenever I’m with you

Ahh, Home

Let me come Home

Home is when I’m alone with you

Home

Let me come Home

Home is wherever I’m with you

Ahh, Home

Yes, I am Home

Home is when I’m alone with you.

Alabama, Arkansas, I do love my Ma & Pa

Moats & boats & waterfalls & pay phone calls

Ahh, Home

Let me come Home

Home is wherever I’m with you

Ahh, Home

LET ME COME HOME!

Home is when I’m alone with you

We Could..

2011-02-15T13:57:00.001+08:00

i'll hold the door

please come in and just sit here for a while

this is my way of telling you i need you in my life

it's so cold without your touch

i've been dreaming way too much

can we just turn this into reality

cuz ive been thinking bout you lately

maybe you can save me

from this crazy world we live in

i know we could happen cuz you know

that ive been feeling you

storms they will come but i know

that the sun will shine again

he's my friend and he says that we belong together

i'll sing a song to break the ice

just a smile from you would suffice

its not me being nice girl this is real tonight

Syrup & Honey for Pancakes?

2011-02-15T13:46:00.001+08:00

Don't you be waisting all your money on syrup and honey

Because i'm sweet enough

Don't you be using every minute on making a living

Because we've got our love

Listen to me 1,2,3

Baby, Baby, Baby

Spend your time on me

Don't you be out all night long

Leaving me all alone

Because I need your love

Don't you be spendin every day working away

Because i'm waiting for you

Listen to me 1,2,3

Baby, Baby, Baby

Spend your time on me

Spend, spend, spend your time on me

Please baby

Mmmmmmmm

Please baby

I miss listening to this kinda music.

2011-02-15T13:43:00.001+08:00

Pull up to the front, you see the club glow

You see a man at the door then you say hello

And the beating in my heart, music starts to grow

It's time to step up now

Even though I think I'm scared to dance

Gotta get a drink and pour it down

Try to move around now to the sound

It's time to stand up, stand up, stand up, stand up

Oooh, why do you always keep me waiting?

And now I'm falling for you

Ooh, out on the floor we keep on moving

I can't let you out of my sight

Got this picture in my mind now that you're my friend

Brush against your hair, it smells like peppermint

Can you read those messages that I sent?

It's time to step up now

Do you wanna get close?

Do you wanna be mine?

Now you're standing here by my side

Do you wanna get close?

Do you wanna be mine?

Now you're standing here right by my side

Na, na, na, na, na, na, oh, oh, oh

Na, na, na, na, na, na, oh, oh

An Horse -hearts-

2011-02-15T12:28:00.002+08:00

Why An Horse: "The name came from an argument that I had with my sister," says singer-guitarst Kate Cooper. "She was living next door to me in the same apartment block in Brisbane. She's a book editor and gets to work on incredible ones like Nick Cave's and Leonard Cohen's. We were chatting. Grammar came up, as it often does with us, and she said that you say 'An' before 'H', rather than 'A.' I was like, 'That's bullshit.' She said, 'No, that's true!' and it became a running argument between us. We'd go out and she'd just say out of nowhere, 'You know it's An Horse not A Horse' -- stuff like that. Then one day she gave me a sweater that had the words 'An Horse' printed on it. People would come up to me and ask if An Horse was a band. So when [drummer] Damon [Cox] and I got a gig I thought I'd use An Horse as a joke for my sister. Thankfully, Damon liked the name, too. The grammatical argument over the name still rages today. Some people come up to me and point out that our name is incorrect grammar. Other people come up to me and say it is correct. But my favorite thing was when one of the Wiggles came up to me after a show and thanked me for using the correct grammar. That was the best, because my three-year-old niece now thinks I'm the coolest because Murray from the Wiggles talked to me."

Previously Rejected Names: "I honestly don't think we had any. We weren't going to use anything boring like Kate and Damon. Maybe we should've thought about it some more."

Best Band Names Ever: "My friend's band's name is No Anchor. I love that. Arcade Fire's band name is genius -- like everything they do."

Worst Band Names Ever: "Anything with the word funk isn't good. Funkadelic or funky should be illegal. There should be rules, and they should be adhered to. Funkabilly. Funkadelic. No thanks."

By David Marchese.

Spin.com

An Anthem of Unrequited Love.

2011-02-15T09:14:00.001+08:00

I was the next to wait in line

to be your surrogate valentine

I took a number and it started with 9

and ended in letters I couldn’t define

I’m going away so you can be

and you can think about it

going away so you can breathe

and it brings me to my knees

and I will run away reluctantly

so think about it

I hope you’ll feel the same

I wish that I could change my face

tailor it more to your tastes

I wish that I could face this change

and I know you got alot on your proverbial plate

my lovely mona lisa is there room in your frame?

Like a newspaper boat I’ll be floating in place

to the sea

I’m running in place and you can see

there’s nothing you can do about it

Run out of breath and lose the beat

it brings me to my knees

and I will float away reluctantly

so think about it

hope you feel the same

You can be the magnet

and I’ll be the iron

you’re drawing me closer

like a sailor to the sirens

and I don’t ever want to knock you

off your course

unless I’m knocking you over

to me of course

cuz I was the next to wait in line

to be your surrogate valentine…

My Love Song.

2011-02-13T18:44:00.001+08:00

this song through out tomorrow.

I adore Adam Young!

2011-02-12T17:30:00.001+08:00

There I was again tonight forcing laughter, faking smiles

Same old tired, lonely place

Walls of insincerity

Shifting eyes and vacancy vanished when I saw your face

All I can say is it was enchanting to meet you

Your eyes whispered "have we met?"

Across the room your silhouette starts to make it's way to me

The playful conversation starts

Counter all your quick remarks like passing notes in secrecy

All I can say is it was enchanting to meet you

Oh Taylor I was so enchanted to meet you too

This night is sparkling, don't you let it go

I'm wonderstruck, blushing all the way home

I'll spend forever wondering if you knew

I was enchanted to meet you too

The lingering question kept me up

2AM, who do you love?

I wondered till I'm wide awake

Now I'm pacing back and forth, wishing you were at my door

I'd open up and you would say,

Hey it was enchanting to meet you

Oh Taylor I was so enchanted to meet you too

This night is sparkling, don't you let it go

I'm wonderstruck, blushing all the way home

I'll spend forever wondering if you knew

I was enchanted to meet you too

This is me praying that this was the very first page

Not where the story line ends

My thoughts will echo your name until I see you again

These are the words I held back as I was leaving too soon

I was enchanted to meet you too

Please don't be in love with someone else

Please don't have somebody waiting on you

Please don't be in love with someone else

Please don't have somebody waiting on you

This night is sparkling, don't you let it go

I'm wonderstruck, blushing all the way home

I'll spend forever wondering if you knew

This night is flawless, don't you let it go

I'm wonderstruck, dancing around all alone

Taylor I'll spend my whole life wondering if you knew

I was enchanted to meet you too

I was never in love with someone else

I never had somebody waiting on me

'Cause you were all of my dreams come true

And I just wish you knew

Taylor I was so in love with you.

Never Did and Always Meant It.

2011-02-11T20:34:00.000+08:00

Have faith in me
Cause there are things that I've seen I don't believe
So cling to what you know and never let go
You should know things aren't always what they seem

I said I'd never let you go, when I never did
I said I'd never let you fall and I always meant it
If you didn't have this chance then I never did
You'll always find me right there, again

I'm going crazy
Cause there are things in the streets I don't believe
So we'll pretend it's alright (pretend it's alright)
and stay in for the night
Oh what a world
I'll keep you safe here with me (with me)

I said I'd never let you go, when I never did
I said I'd never let you fall and I always meant it
If you didn't have this chance then I never did
You'll always find me right there, again

I said I'd never let you go, when I never did
I said I'd never let you fall and I always meant it
If you didn't have this chance then I never did
You'll always find me right there, again

They've got me on the outside, looking in
But I can't see at all
With the weight of the world on my shoulders,
They just wanna see me fall

They've got me on the outside, looking in
But I can't see at all
With the weight of the world on my shoulders,
They just wanna see me fall

Have faith in me

I said I'd never let you go, when I never did
I said I'd never let you fall and I always meant it
If you didn't have this chance then I never did
You'll always find me right there, again

I said I'd never let you go, when I never did (Go, Did)
I said I'd never let you fall and I always meant it (Fall, Meant It)
If you didn't have this chance then I never did
You'll always find me right there, again

I said I'd never let you go, when I never did
I said I'd never let you go, when I never did
I said I'd never let you go, when I never did
I said I'd never let you go, when I never did

Beyond Happy, They Are Back!

2011-02-09T21:45:00.000+08:00

Gives Me the Chills.

2011-02-09T00:19:00.002+08:00

It's not a silly little moment,

It's not the storm before the calm.

This is the deep and dying breath of

This love that we've been working on.

Can't seem to hold you like I want to

So I can feel you in my arms.

Nobody's gonna come and save you,

We pulled too many false alarms.

We're going down,

And you can see it too.

We're going down,

And you know that we're doomed.

My dear,

We're slow dancing in a burning room.

I was the one you always dreamed of,

You were the one I tried to draw.

How dare you say it's nothing to me?

Baby, you're the only light I ever saw.

I'll make the most of all the sadness,

You'll be a bitch because you can.

You try to hit me just to hurt me

So you leave me feeling dirty

Because you can't understand.

We're going down,

And you can see it too.

We're going down,

And you know that we're doomed.

My dear,

We're slow dancing in a burning room.

Go cry about it - why don't you?

My dear, we're slow dancing in a burning room,

Burning room,

Burning room.

Don't you think we oughta know by now?

Don't you think we shoulda learned somehow?

Don't you think we oughta know by now?

Don't you think we shoulda learned somehow?

Don't you think we oughta know by now?

Don't you think we shoulda learned somehow?

I love my playlist!

2011-02-07T14:03:00.003+08:00

Today's song. This song was there for me when I thought no ever was. Its amazing how old songs like this just catches you at the right time in life. Im thankful for music everyday. The only thing that I believe can save lives.

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2011-02-04T17:56:00.000+08:00

You've got your life and I got mine but you're all I cared about.

Yesterday we were laughing.

Today I'm left here asking where has all the time gone now?

I'm left alone somehow

Growing up and getting older

I don't want to believe it's over

Valdosta.

2011-02-04T12:08:00.001+08:00

Be my pancakes?

2011-02-03T19:18:00.003+08:00

Dance with me darling, the night is falling

You never answer although all my life I'm calling

Be my honeypie, never say goodbye

If you don't love me I will die

You turn me on, keep me up 'til dawn

Come and get me, baby

because soon I will be gone

What good are the stars above

if you're not in love?

Let me make it right, stay with me tonight

You ought to let somebody hold you tight

We are the ever-living ghost of what once was.

2011-02-03T18:26:00.001+08:00

Cee-lo "No one's gonna love you" from Starr Whitesides on Vimeo.

But no one is ever gonna love you more than I do. They really should have warned you when things start splitting at the seams and now. The whole thing's tumbling down hard.

:')

2011-02-03T16:38:00.000+08:00

The Person Behind The Camera.

2011-02-03T13:34:00.001+08:00

For some reasons, I'm totally in love with this video.

The forecast, A car crash.

2011-02-03T12:10:00.001+08:00

It's looking like another breakdown, rebound. This could be my last goodbye. You crossed your heart, I hope to die and I can't deny your eyes. You know I tried to read between the lines. All the nights I waited by the phone when you were going in alone.

talking is for functioning people.

2011-02-02T23:35:00.000+08:00

There's no sense in me staying, then why does it matter? It doesn't matter, it never matters. I hope someday soon, maybe, we'll finish this chapter. I can't ever finish this chapter. And now at this moment, I don't know what else to think. I guess I still miss you. Just because you move your lips, doesn't mean that you exist. Can we just take a fucking break cause I feel like I've got nothing left.

Slip me an antidote.

2011-02-02T22:46:00.001+08:00

dance the night away

2011-02-02T10:17:00.001+08:00

Jessie J and B.O.B :D

2011-02-01T11:06:00.000+08:00

Oh sweet Lord, you know I deserve this.

2011-02-01T08:33:00.004+08:00

From the high paying job and the love of his life

He rode a roller coaster ride of lust on their wedding night

They made a baby in unmentionable ways

He was ungrateful as a man could be on that blessed day

And underneath he thought this is all a phase

Just a blip in the existence of a structure vast and great

Pray each night to his cross of a charm

For the one thing he couldn't afford just to buy the farm

I'll never lose another friend again or watch them start a war that's fought for ideals that are dead. I'll never have an argument again because my dust will be your salt. My blood will hydrate you off. My heart will be your meal and I won't ride the cycle of the way it kills to think and feel no more.

I want death for my birthday I want death in the worst way. Don't get me wrong cause I love life but life has a boyfriend. Bless my soul, I'm out to destroy them. I want death for my birthday.

Sunway Played Too Much Jason Mraz Today.

2011-01-31T21:51:00.002+08:00

So, I got drag into this small desperation of love and happiness. Gotta say, music from Jason Mraz keeps me healthy.

It would be such a beautiful moment to see the look on your face to know that I know that you know now and baby that's a case of my wishful thinking. You know nothing.

Well, all I really wanna do is love you, a kind much closer than friends use but I still can't say it after all you have been through and all I really want from you is to feel me as the feeling inside keeps building and I will find a way to you if it kills me.

How long, can I go on like this, wishing to kiss you, before I rightly explode?

This double life I lead isn't healthy for me, in fact it makes me nervous if I get caught I could be risking it all cause maybe there's a lot that I miss, in case I'm wrong.

If I should be so bold, I'd ask you to hold my heart in your hand and I'd tell you from the start how I've longed to be your man but I never said a word. I guess, I'm gonna miss my chance again.

How can you sleep at a time like this unless the dreamer is the real you. Listen to your voice, the one that tells you to taste past the tip of your tongue

I don't wanna wake before the dream is over. And timing's everything and this time there's plenty. I am balancing, careful and steady and reveling in energy that everyone's emitting.

Well, I don't wanna wait no more, I wanna celebrate the whole world. I'm gonna make it mine because I'm following your joy.

You've got the best of both worlds. You're the kind of girl who can take down a man and lift him back up again. You are strong but you're needy. Humble but you're greedy and based on your body language and shoddy cursive I've been reading your style is quite selective. Though your mind is rather reckless. Well, I guess it just suggests that this is just what happiness is.

Well it kind of hurts when the kind of words you write kind of turn themselves into knives and don't mind my nerve you could call it fiction but I like being submerged in your contradictions, dear.

Although you were biased I love your advice. Your comebacks ‒ they're quick. And probably have to do with your insecurities. There's no shame in being crazy but depending on how you take these words that paraphrasing this relationship we're staging.

Through timeless words and priceless pictures, we'll fly like birds not of this earth and tides ‒ they turn ‒ and hearts disfigure but that's no concern when we're wounded together and we tore our dresses and stained our shirts but it's nice today. Oh, the wait was so worth it.

I'm just a man, is that all I am. Are my manners misinterpreted words or only human?

I'm human.

Is that a twig, are you a dove of peace. A black dove undercover, with another puzzle piece. Are you a riddle to solve all along or am I over thinking thoughts of human after all.

Made of flesh, made of sand, made of you and me. The planet's talking about a revolution. The natural laws ain't got no constitution. They've got a right to live their own life but we keep paving over paradise.

Because we're only human. If it's our only excuse do you think we'll keep on being only human.

Monday, January 31st of 2011.

2011-01-31T21:00:00.000+08:00

The Promise And The Threat.

2011-01-31T06:30:00.001+08:00

I am the voice you'll never get

I am the one

I am the promise and the threat.

This is what I do at 4:53am.

2011-01-31T04:53:00.002+08:00

A song i never seem to get over with.

this song make me think of you and only you over and over again.

2011-01-30T20:48:00.002+08:00

I just wanna stay with you In this moment forever, forever and ever

why do i get the feeling im already missing out in everything.

Samson by Regina Spektor.

2011-01-29T11:50:00.001+08:00

You are my sweetest downfall. I loved you first.

(': After everything, they are still amazing.

2011-01-29T11:38:00.003+08:00

One day, I will cross them off my bands-must-see-live-list.

You Always Hurt the One You Love.

2011-01-29T11:07:00.002+08:00

You always hurt the one you love

The one you shouldn't hurt at all

You always take the sweetest rose

And crush it till the petals fall

You always brea-eak the kindest hear-eart

With a hasty word you can't recall, so

If I broke your heart la-ast night

It's because I love you most of all

Ryan Gosling is so adorable! 8D

I cant wait to watch Blue Valentine and feel so happy about it. :)

she loves me not.

2011-01-29T02:00:00.000+08:00

back in the day, we told each other things wouldn't be this way.
i think we should work this out.
it's all right baby we can scream and shout.

life's not fair
i'm the jerk